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Ive never loved you like I love you
ive never needed you like I need you
Ive painted so many pictures of us in my head
Ive held on to memories like a child holds a hand.
Silent
not asking questions
not taking answers.
Not holding closer,
not a tiny dancer.
Pathways
Walking slowly
Pass through
indirectly
holding.
withholding
nothing.
in fact more than nothing
powerless.
in effect
powerful.
Cant decide
indecisive
inconclusive
illusive
pathways
nothing more
nothing less,
nothing less
than powerless
answering your call
picking up
letting go
my train of thought
my ego
A sound escapes
A needle breaks
A belly aches
Make a mistake
Make a mistake
Make a mistake
A big mistake
Is hard to take
An echo passes through the hall
loud enough to fool them all
ears perk up, eyes open wide
Quiet like mass suicide
Perched from an architects perspective.
Alive enough to see whats left inside.
I wont bother to adjust my vision.
The truth has no place to hide.
Its cold here.
like skin
with no blood within.
its dark here.
dark enough
to bare diamonds in the rough.
My eyes in my head
rolling back once again
as your touch presents warmth
and we melt.
And not one thing ive ever been told
Neither the beginning nor the end of the world
Right and wrong dont translate
Never tempted to hesitate.
The moment your breath is on my neck
The familiar feeling coming back
Its always coming back.
Missing a feeling.
Missing the beginning
Cant see the end
Cant find that feeling
why pretend?
Dancing down this road again
Its bliss as your filling something in.
Lets get lost in carelessness,
Get lost.
tell me a story something gory im horny for my own glory
tell me something happy that happened haphazardly
i cant pretend to contend or offend that often im off then
everyone is waiting to take stake its for the taking
id love it if i could
for a moment
just try to get out
id love to
for an evening
just to try to escape
it seems that as lovely
as everyone
seems to be
its just that
well this isnt
the place
for me
———————
see id like to
just escape
maybe for a day
from this head
from this body
that i dread
from this emotion
i toil with
———————-
isnt there
just a way
a simple way
to slip away
no one watching
no one cares
just go on
about your day
no family
to mourn or fear
no one to tell you
my end was near
just go on
about your day
ill be ok
just slip away
keep your
keep your shoulders back
ready to embrace
ready to attack
keep your
keep your head up high
keep that look in your eyes
let me sympathize
let me apologize
I couldnt tell you
how to live your life
how could i live mine
